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Today is September 16th. Just wanted to
do a little voice note.

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Wow, these girls that I hired for this
project are so pretty.

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I mean, some might even say they're
beautiful.

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God, sneaking into my aunt's third house
while she was on vacay was such a

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brilliant idea.

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And the lighting?

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I mean, you can't even tell that it
isn't professional.

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But I will say my editing is very
immature.

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I definitely need more practice with
that.

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Oh, I wonder how the photos of me...

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I'm very immature.

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You know... I mean, look.

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Yes, my major in college is a Bachelor
of Science.

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But if I'm being honest with myself, I
think I've always wanted to be a porn

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star.

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And, I mean, as of today...

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The filming is almost there. It's almost
done.

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The scripts are almost done. The mood
board is almost there.

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But something just doesn't feel right.

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I don't know. I mean, maybe it's the
sex.

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I think that's what it is. I think we're
missing intimacy.

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I'm not hungry.

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Okay, well, I'd really appreciate it if
you came downstairs.

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Oh.

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It's nothing. It's just a school project
I'm working on.

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It's not like a big deal or anything.

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Oh.

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Okay.

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So, who are the talents?

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You didn't happen to film that, did you?

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I paid some of my friends, but hang on.

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Why the hell does it even matter to you?
I told you it's a school project.

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Chillax, okay?

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I am chill.

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You're not gonna go, like, tell my mom,
are you?

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I'm not gonna tell your mom, I swear.

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You know I don't like seeing you upset,
sweetie.

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I'm not upset.

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Just... Okay.

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I want to do something major, and I
thought I could take my indie film

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mainstream, but it fucking sucks.

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It doesn't suck.

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Who knows what she'll be sucking later.

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You know, I do have high standards for
myself, and I know this sucks.

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Okay, well, at least you're doing your
best.

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I don't need some motivational speech,
okay? I need somebody to actually tell

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what I'm doing wrong.

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I can help you.

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I doubt that.

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Try me.

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Okay, well... It's about a... girl who
wants to become a porn

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star right and not just any porn star
she wants to become the best porn star

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there ever was okay and you know it's
art right porn is all

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around us and nobody ever wants to talk
about what it's like to film it or what

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it's like to be on you know be filmed in
it and i guess in a way it's kind of

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like a metaphor for myself you know i

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As the director, I don't want to just
make a movie. I want to make the best

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movie that I possibly can.

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And you know what it's like to be a porn
star, Amy?

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Well, no, but I've done my research.

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Okay. What kind of research?

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Well, I've read a lot of books, and I
actually just finished this documentary

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about the...

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greatest director and writer of all
time. I think their name was, like,

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Terry and Curdie Stevens.

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Have you ever heard of them?

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Yeah, I've never heard of them.

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Really?

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They filmed Taboo 2 in the 80s. Like,
they're the greatest erotic filmmakers

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ever. How have you not heard of them?

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I guess it's just out of my wheelhouse.

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Look, I know that I don't know a lot
about adult cinematography, but...

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I have read a little, and, you know,
I've seen some, and I just, I want to

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what I'm doing wrong.

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Okay.

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Well, how about normal porn?

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That sucks.

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How much have you seen?

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You don't have to see it all to know
that.

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Okay. Well, if you're going to make a
film about porn, you might want to

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some modern scenes in there.

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You might even be pleasantly surprised.

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Okay, well, how about sex?

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What about sex?

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I mean, you don't have that much
experience.

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What does that matter?

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Okay, I'm just trying to help you with
your film. I don't mean anything by it.

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Uh, we should probably get downstairs
before the food gets cold.

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Okay?

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Okay.

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September 19th.

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You know, I've been thinking a lot about
what my stepdad said.

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As much as I hate to admit it, I think
he might be right.

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I really need to expand my research.
And, you know, I need more experiences.

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And he definitely seems like he knows
what he's talking about.

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I mean, as far as my mom's boyfriends
go, he is pretty cute.

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And he's not even a perv.

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And I really feel like he can actually
help me with this.

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Yeah,

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my ears are ringing. I was just taking
some notes.

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It kind of sounded like you were talking
to yourself.

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No, I prefer to use voice notes than
writing things down.

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Okay, because I kind of thought you were
going crazy.

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Uh, so how's the problem solving?

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Well, uh, I've been thinking a lot about
what you said, and...

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And? You might be right.

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Okay, what does that mean?

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Like, you know, I don't know much, and
I'm trying to, you know, expand further.

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I just, I don't even know where to
start.

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Okay, that's great.

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Okay, well...

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I was kind of hoping that maybe you
could help me.

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Okay.

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What does that mean?

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Please, I know this is going to sound
crazy, but it seems like you know a lot

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about porn.

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Whoa, okay.

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Aubrey, calm down.

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Let's not go crazy here.

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Look, just show me something innovative
or sexy.

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Like, I just, I don't even know where to
start.

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Okay, why don't you open a phone and
tell them sex?

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Oh my god.

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You know what I mean. I want to see what
people are really into, what they're

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really watching.

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Yeah, I don't know about this. What if
your mother found out? I swear on

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everything, she will not find out.

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Besides, it's a school thing.

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Okay, you're really making me feel like
I'm a real perv. I don't think you're a

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perv. And plus, it's natural, isn't it?

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Look. This movie cannot be my takedown.
It has to feel real. It has to be

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real.

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Well, okay. So, you're the real deal.

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Thank you. I really do want to be the
best.

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Yeah, no kidding.

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So, how's this going to work?

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Well, I was hoping maybe you could show
me some porn.

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Okay.

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This is for educational purposes only?
Yes. Nothing more, okay?

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I mean, what more could there be?

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Right.

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Well, it's probably Beth, though, if
your mother doesn't find out. I pinky

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she won't.

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In Hollywood, don't they usually shake
on it?

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Fine.

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So, when did you want to show me?

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I don't know. How about now?

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Like, right now?

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I mean, we can do it another time, but
your mother's out, so we kind of have

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some time right now.

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Sooner's better?

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Yeah, okay, yeah.

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Do it.

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Okay.

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Yeah? Oh, hey. Hey.

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Okay, so you're going to love this.

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Here.

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Okay. It's the best, okay?

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So don't be shy.

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How do you know, like, what ones to
click on?

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Um, by feeling, I guess.

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Okay. Should you be taking notes?

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Um, actually, I would, I think I'd
rather just experience it right now.

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Okay.

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Is it comfortable?

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I, I mean, I'd normally put the computer
on my bed so I can lay down and watch

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it. You do?

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It's more comfortable that way.

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Okay.

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Is that okay?

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Yeah.

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So, what do you think?

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Well, it's not exactly what I was
expecting.

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Oh, in what way?

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Well, this really...

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I thought it would be more like fake,
and it seems really intimate.

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Is that okay?

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Yeah? Yeah.

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Um, do you watch porn often?

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Sometimes.

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Um, how does it make you feel?

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Why are you asking for research?

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Yeah.

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Well, it makes me feel...

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Hard? Good?

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How does it make you feel?

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It doesn't matter how it makes me feel.

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Of course it does.

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It's your movie, right?

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That's how it makes you feel, right?

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You want it to be more than life itself?

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Beautiful. My beautiful girl.

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Want me to show you more?

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Uh -huh.

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Yeah.

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Like it was before.

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Like what?

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The way you were touching me.

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No. I got a little too carried away. I'm
your stepdad. I can't touch you like

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that. But it was helping.

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It was?

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Helping me get in the mindset and
understand.

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So, like research?

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Master your body.

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See how she's trying to go all the way
down? Yeah. See how far you can go.

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Look at me.

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Go deep.

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There you go. Hold it there. Hold it
there.

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Try it again.

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Nice and gentle.

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All the way down.

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She's grabbing the balls from underneath
and bringing them up while she's

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sucking the dick. Okay, you want me to
do that?

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Yeah, bring them up. Like this? Yeah.
Okay.

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Two hands around and get those balls all
the way up.

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Now stick your tongue out and try and
lick it.

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There you go.

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Dirty girl.

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If you can't do that, you can pull them
all the way up.

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There you go.

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Now stick your tongue out. Let me see
you lick those balls.

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Good girl.

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Let's see what she's doing here. Wow.

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She's stroking the cock and sucking on
the balls.

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Here, I'll make it easy.

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Stay like that. Don't move.

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That's it.

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Just help me.

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Yes,

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throw it back, baby.

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Oh, gosh.

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Yosha, please come to me.

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Is that so?